Let’s be Simple

Yeah I think today was a very good Sunday for me. Full of rest, full of blessings, full of grace, full of freedom, not really full of money anyway. Hahaha…

This morning I had a great Mass in St. Joseph’s Cathedral. Going back to my home parish always bring me much anticipation and eagerness to see everyone again. However, most importantly, is to love and worship God with all my heart, all my soul and all of my strength.

Straight after Mass, I handed over the Toblerone I had bought at KLIA to Priscilla. Yeah, it’s been a while since last met her in out series of meetings in the last long holiday. I think she’s getting more and more plump and put on a lot of weight obviously. I told her straight in SMS and she knew it very well too. Hehehe… you should diet more la from now on. You would have been too chubby if still no dieting. Haha don’t be angry… Hope you will like the Toblerone thought you said that it was really “cheh”, as I had told you earlier on.

It’s a disappointment thought that I am still not allowed to join in the student’s group after Mass. That’s a group that I still have great afflictions and connections, despite many of my generation has gone for their studies. Though now it’s loaded with too much kids, but I still heart that group you know. However, my sister and brother seems to have quitted the group and always refused to go there. Well, my parents and I knew the reasons very well, and my parents always followed their intentions. No matter how hard to persuade my Mum to allow me to go, she still said NO. Disappointing, but I still can take it under the chin. Have to say I really missed my church friends.

So in the end I went back home, and watched some TV, especially the football highlights from yesterday at Football Extra. Not only I can see football, but also can see the damn gorgeous Jamie Yeo. Glad that Arsenal thrashed Everton 6-1 at their ground! Perfect start to the season!

After some time, I went out to deliver the buns, which my friend Chew Rou has ordered long long time ago. I think Sarawakians should demand Gardenia and High 5 to enter here because it’s just so damn good!!! Haha…

Then I went further out to Bintang Megamall to hang out solo. Things changed quite a lot at there. The Famous Amos has been relocated to a shop lot, Sushi King has established themselves, so are SenQ and new Sony Center. It’s always an interesting for me to visit, BUT NOT FOR ME TO SHOPPING. Haha… I had a sundae cone there, then some more window shopping around the mall. BUYING NOTHING.

After that, I went to KFC in town to have cheesy wedges. Extra satisfaction to myself.

Guess that’s all I have to say for today. See ya in the next post. God bless.

Instead of talking on how excited I am now to go back home, let me talk about today as a whole.

This morning I woke up at around 9am, which can be considered as a miracle since I slept at about 4am. I simply cannot sleep any more than that. Haha…. my heart was already pounding and yearning so much to go back after 6 weeks of pit hole life in Perlis. Hoho…

The morning and early afternoon has little thing to ponder, just online, and more failed sleep. I simply had enough and too much sleep ever since my quarantined days last week. I may as well call myself a famous sleeping pig from now on. Thankfully I failed to sleep this afternoon. Hahaha…

So I took off from hostel at around 3pm. Then I got myself stranded at Kangar because the bus would only departed at 5.15pm, which is absolutely a bummer because I thought it was scheduled 4.15pm, based on what I saw yesterday.

So I went to KFC to get a munch of fish burger. A waste of 9 bucks because it was not that nice to eat. Not to mention the very small portion of cheezy wedges given to me. Anyway I did more online there and I climbed to the bus when it was time to go.

Oh man, THAT BUS. The bus was awfully full and packed, that I considered so lucky to get a seat. I had to ask the conductor to give away his seat. Not to say I am damn awkward with my big luggage and laptop bag. It was a long long journey from Kangar to Alor Star airport, excluding the numerous stops. The bus was so full that the bus conductor was seen scolding people and the bus not stopping to carry more passengers.

To add salt to the wound, when I get off the bus, it was starting to drizzle. Thank God it was not a real rain or else I would be much stuck. The walk to the terminal was also not feeling good, but in a positive way, I saved myself a lot of money for me to enjoy later. Haha, the walk was definitely worth it.

So am I now online from departure hall, thanks to Celcom Broadband. As I am typing now, the plane has already arrived from KLIA. I really hope I had a wonderful journey ahead, and under God’s protection, I shall arrive home safely tomorrow morning.

Home coming baby! God bless!

Now is already midnight here in north-west Malaysia. I am all fine and good, feeling great, nothing bother me much now and obviously, have nothing at all to worry.

The day almost went by like a breeze. I managed to sneak in another hour of sleep before dragging myself to attend the communication class. Personally I always hate to go to that class, but that time I prayed before the lecture started. I prayed to Father that I shall be given the grace and a BIG HEART to accept this cross, this challenge to me. And so the class went off smoothly, without me grumbling and holding grudges against the lecturer. I came out unscathed of my ultra-unstable emotions and gained myself  good knowledge.

Maybe that was my big big enthusiasm after skipping a week-long lectures, but I think even if I have to face one of my hated subjects, I still need to keep myself cool and tackle it smoothly. I must need to stay calm and maintain a good attitude towards it. Otherwise that subject could “hate” me too and made me fail in exam. A bit like karma, if you do believe it in. Hehe….

After the class, I went back, had my delicious lunch, and get myself online a bit. I regretted I had a cup of Nescafe at that time because it made me feeling very crap around the body. When I tried to shrug off the crapness via sleeping, I found myself sleeping in “awake” mode. Meaning, my mind still thinking a lot of stuffs with my eyes shut. Damn… that’s quite a lame 45 minutes nap.

Then I caught the 2pm to attend TITAS (Islamic and Asian Civilization) class. Before that, I went for a hair cut at the nearby barber shop. I really like to go there because for only 5 bucks, not only I can get a decent hair cut, I am also given a good massage, which was so relieving! Especially the “crack” on the neck, damn kick man! Hahaha…

However with everyone else came late to that class, only to find out that lecturer only wanted to take our freaking attendance. Everyone felt so LOL….

So I went home, and practically ended my day with usual routines of saying rosary and vespers, washing my clothes, dinner, doing tutorial and surfing the net. I do hope I will be able to have my sweet dreams later on because I slept quite a lot in the evenings. Haha…

I am very much in holiday mood now! Haha… Thank God for this good day! At least I can have no complains with it…

God bless you all!

I unexpectedly received calls yesterday night that the classes today is ALL CANCELED. Honestly saying, I don’t really like it anymore because it will make me one whole week without attending any classes, which means I am set to miss a lot of study things. This is so gonna affect my results this semester, OK? Never I want my pointers to drop even a little bit.

Nevertheless, since it’s another day off for me, I slept till about 10.30 in the morning. That’s because I slept at 2am the night before. Perfectly normal. Hahaha… Then I get online, facebooking, off to lunch, get emo for a little while…

I know when I am really nothing to do, and really alone, emotions simply got on my way. My friends can see my ranting and ranting about sad things in Facebook, especially on relationship matters. Yes, such matters can flame me almost immediately. Like a bomb. Hmmm…

To prevent myself from getting more into emotional pit hole, I escaped to town to settle off my study bills. I need to pay 1000 bucks for this semester. To see those cash flow away made my heart very sour. I think I can do a lot of travel with such money. No choice, I will need to start up a lot of saving to travel. That afternoon getaway to town save my day actually, because if I had stayed at hostel, I could have cried, cried, made my eyes all swollen and red…..

I really have to say, I am very emotional and sensitive to almost everything now. At one time I can get damn happy, and at an instance I can start being moody, not talking to anyone else, bla bla bla….

Just hope that I can pick myself up again. And get moving on. It’s time to stop all these rubbish.

Come on, get to class tomorrow!! Haha God bless!

As I slept off very early yesterday, I found myself woke up quite early in the morning, simply because I could not take in any more sleep. Hahaha, this is the benefit of sleep early, wake up early, I can feel much more rewarding to myself.

Sunday Mass today saw much less people this time round. I still don’t know and cannot perceive why people sees coming to Sunday Mass as an optional thing to do. This time the uninversity students gathered together as a choir to sing during the Mass. Too bad we sang too bad without the organ, and once scolded by the priest. I felt that he’s right and we’re singing with a too-low pitch, just too low to sing with! I cannot stand if I keep singing songs with ultra low pitch!

Today the parish launched Year for the Priest at the parish level. The priest in his homily also shares his priesthood experiences and exhorted to pray for priesthood vocations.

As for me, I still harbour the wish of becoming a priest one day. I don’t know, everything is in God’s hands and He has the best for me. I admit, such ambiguity makes me very reluctant and doubtful with my very own future. I just need to keep the faith and keep the hope. Don’t lose hope. Even when starting to lose hope, pray.

After the Mass, I went to AYAMAS shop to get myself some good lunch to eat. The pepper roaster chicken is very juicy, delicious and succulent. Simply awesome and perfect lunch! Hahaha!

I look forward to spend the rest of this Sunday with plenty of rest. This is so gonna to be a challenging week ahead, before I board my flight home!

God bless you all!