For whatever reasons, whether known or unknown, I just got a sense of mood swings after I reach my hostel safely.

First of all, I felt very hopeless and helpless when I face with my assignments.

Till now I still have slight pains around my chest, arms, and head. Of course it’s not that bad as it was when I was still on train. It’s OK a bit now, but not fully recovered.

I still don’t know. I felt like I want to have some cans of beer to ease me up, even though they are very expensive (no duty free here, not like Langkawi) and Mum forbid me to drink.

Sometimes I even want to cry. Is it because of myself or somebody out there? I don’t know.

I am still blur.