Let’s be Simple

I am count myself as very lucky to have a nice housemate that is willing to lend me his car, which he brought all the way from Butterworth. Since I got very bored yesterday night, I asked for his car and drove out.

Having been out of driving for quite a long time, I still felt that my driving is pretty good. Still very much fuel-economic and speedy if I want to. Nice.

I just felt I like night-driving better. Especially late night driving where the traffic is way fewer. Driving along the long dark road, seeing and going to places I rarely been to, just gave me the satisfaction of freedom, discovery and traveling. Nothing could be feeling better than that.

The bad thing was that I wasted another 10 bucks for fuel. This is so gonna further my current financial crisis. I knew I can’t afford to spend more now, but in the end I still spend. Shame on me.

But yeah, driving alone in the late night is fun. How on earth I can enjoy that back at my hometown?

Drive safe everyone. God bless you all.

I certainly feel that it’s time to update my WordPress blog. It’s time.

Recently I felt that I have been too negative in too many things. I don’t know what’s the reason behind these. This really peaked last Tuesday during my last digital lab. I screwed up everything.

I don’t know why I resort into these negative feelings. Since when I have become like this?

Day by day I have to ask myself, WHAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING TO ME?

Sometimes I am just get too bothered with the too small stuffs, I think.

Certainly I really want those positive feelings, and most of all, CONFIDENCE, back to me all over again. Please.

Perhaps I just want more travels soon.

For whatever reasons, whether known or unknown, I just got a sense of mood swings after I reach my hostel safely.

First of all, I felt very hopeless and helpless when I face with my assignments.

Till now I still have slight pains around my chest, arms, and head. Of course it’s not that bad as it was when I was still on train. It’s OK a bit now, but not fully recovered.

I still don’t know. I felt like I want to have some cans of beer to ease me up, even though they are very expensive (no duty free here, not like Langkawi) and Mum forbid me to drink.

Sometimes I even want to cry. Is it because of myself or somebody out there? I don’t know.

I am still blur.

I am now blogging from my computer lab before heading for programming laboratory later on. There’s only me and lecturer here now so I guess I just spend some time to blog something here.

I just feel that after all these weeks, I really need a break out of here. Not a break by sleeping a lot in hostel and games whole day. No. I want to go out to travel and see the world.

And yes, that is what I am going to do tomorrow. Believe it or not, tomorrow I am heading to KL by TRAIN. Yes, no more by aeroplane because this trip is only for me to do something little but important. Hmm…

Maybe I’ll be feeling lonely along the long long train trip, which is going to consume 14++ hours one way! Fuh… gonna spend the whole night in train. I wonder how is it feeling. Hmmm…

I think because of this, I just wish time can pass away as fast as possible. Just now I storm through the electronic lab, whereas others seems cannot do. I little do pity them but I just feel, if you cannot do, you must force yourself to know how to do it! No excuse for don’t know how to do then don’t do it. It’s SO LAME! What the…

I think that’s all for my emotional crap for today. Once again, I just wish time can go through as fast as possible.

OK, byebye and God bless…..